A life no more lone, No more hopes turned to stone; No days of suffering or mourne All confusions simply gone, No more smiles ever to clone Lasting moments to be shown Fear, never to be grown Hopes never to be worn And a will of my own; Then a caring one in her gown… (yeah, I know… its been a long time coming for a poem…)  Read More →

hmm, I have tried searching all around the internet to search for a good picture that would match the content of this post. But since out of the million search hits I got from google, I just didnt find anything appealing enough. So here i go again with another text based post. “why bother to waste?”, you guys would be wondering, “what the heck am I trying to get at…”, but I would like to keep my introductions as mysterious as possible, hehe. Anyways, this post is not at all written to be sexist (if thats a word!), or feminist, or whatever “ist”... 

Gynonudomania - the urge to rip off a women’s clothing … I wonder if there is a word for women to use, like the urge to rip off a man’s clothing.. hehe Apodyopsis - the act of mentally undressing someone … now this one is worth using from time to time eh? … I never knew… people actually came up with words for this stuff? .. I honestly wonder whats next. Have any of you lived the true reality of these words? hehe.. sure you would have… who woudln’t? I guess that would be enoug laughs for now, that is if you guys find it funny.... 

1. to defer action; delay: to procrastinate until an opportunity is lost. 2. to put off till another day or time; defer; delay. pro·cras·ti·nat·ing·ly, pro·cras·ti·na·tive·ly, adverb pro·cras·ti·na·tion, noun pro·cras·ti·na·tive, pro·cras·ti·na·to·ry /proʊˈkræstÉ™nəˌtÉ”ri, -ËŒtoÊŠri, pro·cras·ti·na·tive·ness, noun pro·cras·ti·na·tor, noun Did you ever know that we all do this all the time? every day? with almost everything? keepings things for later... 

Hey there, guess my effort to have a relaxing time didnt go too well. As I lay in bed, my mind just goes on listing down and checking up on things I am to attend to. And more irritating than anything, it even automatically, or should I say instinctively gives me the total number of things I am supposed to do.. imagine that? your own brain sorting out tasks for you, numbering them, and giving you the order and time of runnning them one by one. Its ok to have such a definitive mind for yourself… but its damn well annoying when it does that sort of stuff when you intend to... 

Pheeew! days have sure been rough on me lately. You guys must have been seen my recent post where I almost had a something next to a phsycotic break down!. hehe… And so finally, my Visual Basic assignment is over and done with, although I had to waste one whole night up working on the nifty codes here and there.. everything finally paid off.. that was the relieving thought I had and felt when I was done with it. But everything got spoilt when I went to hand in the project, the due date was delayed till tomorrow morning 10:00AM!! imagine!!! I ditched down a whole lotta... 

Hellow all, Just put in a whole lot of work to my blog. Updated wordpress to version 2.3, new template.. and few other tweaks here and there… So let me know how you guys like my new look, do let me know you ideas about it, any changes you all suggest… see ya all around…  Read More →